โBut i have to say she can be boring at times.” “Mostly of the times i dont understand what she says.” “Dropping punchlines and quotes and that sort of stuff.” “Sometimes her niece Gaby comes over.” “Same story …we dont understand each other.” “Kurva” is the magic word tough and “dobre” or something like that.” “She was assigned by Sheeba during her vacation to โ watch over โ me.” “She want to be my friend” . “And do very naughty things with me…..
โBut did you fuck her?” ,asked Tomboy.
“No we were only playing โstoeprandjeโ and โverstoppertje,” i replied back in irony.
Tomboy gave me a highfive and entered her studyroom. She sat on her majestic chair behind the desk and continued her interview with me..
“Is she gone back to Poland?” she asked.
She wanted to know because she secretly admires Katinka too. Tomboy wants to fuck her. I know that. The point is Katinka dont like Tomboy and and i know that too. โI think she is only interested in men,” i replied politly to her. But then she said: โMaybe i can seduce her..the smell of my vaginal fluids will reach her nostrils and she will get hypnotized and thenโฆi fuck her.” โPretty good strategy Tomboy but that wont work” ,i disrupted.
It is a female thing . Woman are by nature very curious about situations more then men. you should never stop a womanโs desire. Because then a woman becomes obsessive and insanely claimvoyant.โฆ
During these Corona times everyone is suddenly walking the path of evil. This is because not God but Satan is the ruler of the earth.In many cultures and ideologies this is a main fact.
A good intriguing and very interesting part is from the Bible.
The message manifested in the story is a general rule that could apply to anyone.
Regardless of your origin or religious background. It is a moral message of goodness in humanity.
Jesus is subjected to a 40-day test by the devil.
He passes them all.
โAll these things I will give you if you fall down and do an act of worship to me.โ
is what de devil said to him at the final temptation.
The devil took Jesus to a very high mountain and from there he showed Jesus all the riches of the world.
โLook, you can have all this, this will be yours!โ,shouted the devil.
“You will wear the crown””
โฆBut Jesus refused..
Not because he rejected the material world but rejected not to agree with the devilโs wish.
He chased him away and then the angels came to guide Jesus.
In the spiritual world God is the boss.
But on earth
Satan is the boss…
Hints are subtly hidden but still visible to the public.
The whole world is evil and controlled by evil spirits.
But fortunately not the whole world is therefore malicious.
There are also good members,
which has to be because otherwise there is no balance.
Idiots who donโt understand sarcasm and make an issue of every move or situation. No need to search for answers, and if you donโt have an answer, fill it in yourself. Make assumptions. Hardly anyone will be skeptical about their assumption. Yet one should do that sometime. Assuming the worst of all possible options in advance is just as stupid as it is disrespectful.
The degree of understanding this lies in the fact that there can be various views and opinions. Although some lines of thought are overly ridiculous and too fabricated. Unfortunately, we live in a world of retards and primitives who don’t move forward and think with the times like the rest of the world.
To be distracted from this bullshit i hang out a lot with Katinga. One fantasy was playing drunk and ultimately surrendered by Katinkaโs evil thoughts. She was a vampire and she wanted to bite me everywhere. It was very nice to play victim for her play. I am a very good actor she told me. After the family business in Poland she will return to Holland in Summer. Corona free summer and exactly at the right moment. The best moment was actually when she asked me to get drunk and sleep naked in her bed. She then went to caress the soles of my feet with a feather because then I get a hard-on. Then submit to a satanic game. With sadomasochistic traits and lacquer and leather. My will was hers. It was so wonderful…
Since Katinga has returned to Poland, I sometimes visit her niece Gaby.
I told her about a nice meeting where we talked about a book and just had a nice conversation. Once jokingly i asked her to guess my sexual orientation. She thought heterosexual.
But when I see a woman with strong masculine characteristics, I do get triggered. I explained..
The boyish look in some females.
The male charasterics.
The playing tough lady type.
That usually applies to a one night stand or sexually.
In a general relationship area where I mean friends and relatives, I can actually get along with everyone.
No labels for me. If i like you… i like you..forever.
..whether as lover or friend.
I can get totally absorbed by that.
That part is when i want a mental connection. Sexual is not even a topic.
It means that even she does not look quite girly i can still have feel sexual fantasies and so on.
Gaby then changed her first guess and was very happy to meet a pansexual.
I told her that I wont suppress or oppose my past experimental needs.
โBecause ..Gaby told , there is nothing to suppress or oppose. ๐
You past the temptations which werent even temptations to you.
Because there is nothing to change..
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