𝔼𝕕𝕖𝕟 ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕏𝕍𝕀 : 𝔸𝕓𝕚𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕝

Photography… Abigail was very good at that. Excessively crazy performances presented as dead-normal situations….A naked, crooked and mouth-strung refugee who is placed in a store’s showcase as a discount item. Those kinds of things. Real art. What gives you things to think about. 

Abigail had built her own studio and photography studio in her flat in Amsterdam. She loves ropes and knots. She knew I felt like this, too. I showed her my explicit portfolio. With photo impressions from the old times. Phoebe had also been playing bondage for years. And already informed Abigail about me.

    Abigail was very interested in me. 

    There is something fearless about me according to her…And that is good.

    She asked me if I wanted to pose for her. A friend would come by and then tie me up. Phoebe and Abigail were naturally quiet. But their creative spirit was loud. Too loud… But….

    …..I loved that noise.             

The friend who would help with the knitting was a shibari artist who had experience in providing the finest possible comfort in this area. A French man of his age. A happy man. Very sweet person. His boyfriend wanted to come with him, but he had an assignment. A bag full of wires, cables and ropes made Abigail’s eyes shine. She was ready. Henrique, too.  And me at all. Henrique had really super soft hands.I felt his wrist hair against my body rubbing along the ropes. It was a sort of surrender with consent. Parachute jumping with secure. 

Hardly noticed but in the meantime I was like a rollade tied up and hooked on. As Phoebe tightened it up and checked the hooks on the ceiling, I barely felt my limbs. No more feelings. At least not physically anymore. It’s just spiritual. And that’s what it actually contains. That you explore both ways of your experience…the psychial and the mental.

Despite the stretch and the pain, I still got a feeling of pleasure and excitement when Abigail held her arm in the plaster under my buttocks. What she did then was truly unimaginable. She grabbed a feather and “stroke”-painted my body. I came.My orgasm lasted minutes in stead of seconds. That’s ok. Relax. No stress…

In the meantime, she had made some nice polaroids and let me “leak” for a while. A kinda domina situation which i liked. She took her time to play with me before she was to play the victim. When I was outleaked, I was loosed again and the next set of wires came out. These were for Phoebe. Ow yeah her turn now😄. She was really going for it and noticed that she was a pro in this fields.

Like a pathetic worm, she hung on the ceiling. Vulnerable, exposed, disgusting. For her, this was more of a addiction because she was used to it. Exposed and handed over to the skill of Henrique and Abigail. Abigail’s craftsmanship really came up when I saw her twisting in corners and holes to catch the right polaroid shot. The feather also showed up over here. Phoebe was trained on this. She lasted longer. And leaked like a milk pack empty. With a cloth, Abigail wiped away the last residue of fluid from Phoebe’s damaged body and made her loose. 

The feeling after it. The stripes, the pain, the hives are healing. That too gives a sense of ecstasy. It’s like you’re literally experiencing your senses again for the first time. It’s crazy to notice how many sensory points your body contains. And you feel them….all.

We had a good time in Abigail’s appartement. Henrique had brought delicious tea from France. And Abigail made bread with spicy butter and salads.

The relaxed atmosphere caused us not to want to dress up and still sat naked on the couch. There was trust. Henrique told me that in his apartment with his boyfriend he is standard naked. Abigail used to log in during her city trip in France. Her photographic work captured Henrique’s spirit. And Henrique’s predilection for shibari was an eye-catcher for Abigail. The ropes were being knotted and Abigail exhibited her polaroids throughout France. Almost every month Henrique comes to Amsterdam. To collaborate with other shibari artists. Or visiting Abigail. Particularly beautiful impressions I saw passing by on the site that Henrique showed me. The classic poses but especially a lot of hanging. Your own body weight plays a major role in this. 

The heavier you are, the more sensation. Henrique also wanted to express a special pose with me. The hog tied pose. That was like a dream for me. And in presence of Abigail and Phoebe. The exposing aspect really came out over here.

The humiliating aspect of not to able to cover yourself because you are tied. Powerless. But in game form. Tied up like a little pig…… Henrique was really skilled. Ankles are tied to the wrists. A slightly less rough thread for the toes. And a different knot between my penis area to my limbs. Phoebe added more decor and introduced the ballgag. Fine, I’d like to! Dumb, actually because after that I could only answer with the nodding of my head and the emotions out of my eyes. Whether it’s okay for me if Abigail puts a candle in my ass…

Uhhh….

What?!…..

Well…….

Not exactly….not to deep please…..

It only needs to stand 

And just that it’s right. I liked it. I didn’t have to move too much so that the whole scene came into her picture. She took time to do it. Phoebe and Henrique lived with her. We were all in this show. The polaroids were beautiful. Not even sexually because my arse was already covered by the candlestick. A polaroid gave me extra feelings. Happy feelings. The contrast with the dressed comfortable sitting Phoebe with me behind knitted placed unfortable and hog tied humiliated with gag and candlestick.

This is what Abigail was really good at

Something weird put in natural way. In this case a methaphorical representation of ……..somehow a power show …….but also parody on the event itself….Super nice experiences in Amsterdam with these people.Later I could always come by in France to Henrique. Very sweet person. Again made friends for fun moments. An exchange of ideas followed and appointments for next year. A little later, Henrique left. We continued to enjoy Amsterdam afterwards. 

And went back to Abigail’s flat. 

A movie marathon if that was a nice idea to kill the evening until possibly the next morning? I was right. Which movie or series? That would be different. All three of us were allowed to choose one favorite actor. Phoebe chose Keanu Reeves. Good choice. We can choose from a lot of movies of him. Abigail was more of a Jennifer Lawrence fan. I couldn’t choose a specific actor. But then I went for Al Pacino. 

A movie marathon with the following line up: Red Sparrow, Heat and John Wick4. That was to smudge. This mega blockbusters action packed movies were ready to be devoured by our wanting souls…In between FaceTime with Eleanor. She missed us, but she didn’t mind too much. She enjoyed her freedom for a while. She told me that she had opened the door naked to the pizza guy. And kidnapped him for the night. Very unfortunate for the rest of the neighborhood who has not received his pizza yet we answered back…..We’d be back soon. 

When we had a break, I asked Abigail for her plaster bandage. She hadn’t had an accident at all. She just liked wearing plaster. In solidarity with people with physical disabilities. She wanted to know what such a person was going through. How does it feel to do your things all day while you’re in plaster? Actually, it’s also a kind of powerlessness. But more by force majeure than by game like bondage. Nevertheless, she has experienced the discomfort when shopping, writing, taking photos and so on. You have to go beyond a certain point to do something. It costs you more efforts. That is hardly conceivable. Sometimes it can itch. Especially in this intense heat of early August. Even when you sleep, you can’t sleep in your favorite position. That’s already something you wake up with. That feeling she wants to work out with an idea.Making a statement for understanding the disabled people. 

Augustus was arrogant but also variable. This month is sometimes very hot and sometimes very not….The summer was just about its peak. Phoebe would return to hotel school after the summer and Abigail had planned exhibitions for the next eight months. I would have been in general if my program was ready. Only its filling could be diverse. When you’re done shooting for a movie or artwork, you’ll have a lot of time left. Especially at the beginning. You want to be able to fill that time. But don’t take too much hail on my fork. In general style hard work but well planned to be able to do other things as well. Variation keeps the fun in it. Really all possibilities were open. My preference was to go to the hospitality industry. But there are many possibilities in this, too. Abigail understood me. The flexibility in shifts in this industry makes for the perfect connection to my favorite hobbies. And that’s extremely important to me. I want to grow in the world of film but also be able to be engaged in something completely different in the meantime. For the time being. In the film world, nothing is certain as film extra, but the chance is there. In the other industries, I have noticed that nothing is certain, but there are no opportunities. So that’s why I’m choosing this route. The chances are now coming out. And so far, that’s perfect. Besides that the roles are becoming more deeper. I noticed casting agencies and cast directors give me acting roles. Roles with more involvement more text. Somehow they are bringing me deeper into these fields. And here it is okay also. I really enjoy this. This is like a dream living.

According to Abigail, that moment of breakthrough will surely come as I am so passionate about the world of film. I’m such a person who would sacrifice his work for that one specific role. That could be possible i simply answered…

Working for a bakery I shouldn’t do according to Phoebe because that’s very early shifts and you’re usually working alone. Little freedom of movement and people come and go again. With snack bars, petrol stations and stores exactly the same. The guests usually come only to pick up….and after then they leave.

They are gone….

 It’s different in a restaurant. The guests keep hanging and consuming. That’s more fun. Just like in the beach clubs. In the world of filmbusiness and showbizz and catering and events the people stay….

That is what i should know and rely on. It will make me happy according to Phoebe..

In terms of customer experience and hospitality I am already king according to Phoebe. I am indeed very pleased with that. The real work. And my great strength is my adaptability that would really allow me to do anything. Be aware of  that because companies will be very wanting to keep you said Phoebe. True. I noticed already. Also keep an eye of unwanted family members who want to mingle with your work and life. Believe me it is too desperate to see how someone is doing things out of jealousy. Want to hop on your vibe. Suggesting the others that you are good friends. Therefore the time has come to not to warn the snakes but directly killing it. Simple on that fact if you dont stand behind my lifestyle or doings or whatever i am, simply fuck off. And i will help you with that. I have no time for negotions. Those times are gone.
Too many things to do you know. Abigail liked the fact that i have so many associates from the government. She also thinks that i am from the Elite. I asked her why she thinks that. Her theory was that the movie roles are covert operations for the real investigations going on that moment. The more obvious is i usually be typecasted in a government role. Lieutenant, detective, police officer. Abigail thinks that i am government special officer. From the good part. To watch the society and keep it in balance. Because everytime a movie role takes place the whole neighbourhood gets nervous. And because of their nervosity and curiosity they come in sight. It is like smoking them out of their holes in CIA terms. Which in fact means that i deliver work for the government…. I was very intriged by Abigails theory. But kept my mouth shut. 

But It’s also important for me to have fun in the work i do. You’ll be able to learn things easier if you like it. Otherwise you shouldn’t do it. That’s a waste of time. So that’s why I’m doing this combination. Abigail thought I should travel. It’s a long way away. Working and living somewhere abroad for a while. She has been doing city trips for years with opportunities to work and live. Europe is full of it. You build nice networks and you get rich. Both mentally and physically. You find out how much potential you have to experience how to enrichen your life. For the time being, I still had plenty of options. Actually, they’re always there. The options are infinite..

But right now i am here. At the movie marathon here in Amsterdam and let my thoughts go a little bit on the flow of the atmosphere. The handles of these times gave me so many directions on my paths.

And my intentions were to walk all these paths.

The next morning we went back to The Hague. Abigail and Phoebe went to Scheveningen to Eleanor’s villa. I would arrive later. Because i went to the library. Precisely this day i picked to extend my subscription. And exactly this day i met her again. It was my love of my life…..but from the past. She was still amazing. She approached me…..”Hello Danny is that you?”…..Still that spontaneous no giving fuck attitude. “Yes” and nice to meet you too Angel…..

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