>queer<

Sometimes i wish i could dissapear, because i am queer
together with variations of gender identities and sexual orientations
as a pioneer i feel home overhere
being part of amazing sensations
A long time before it brought me frustatrations
battling the enemies of my own creations
i was always different...but never to myself in this nation

to myself i wanted to be honest, pure and real
and so i wrote myself letters and stories to feel
I gave myself no reasons 
to make the best of all seasons
new years's eve, christmas or halloween
i just felt pretty to play a tomgirl or dragqueen

meanwhile brainwash methods, repair tactics
were desperatly practiced by conversion-therapy fanatics
smashed by insults, profanities and misplaced opinions
i became very isolated in weird conditions

from head to toe labeled, categorized, given names
lost in darkness, the free spirit thrown in flames
thou shall not wear the garments of females
was being told when i colored my nails

losing yourself in thoughts of terror
while sickened by those same malfunctional thoughts
fear dissappears as you become yourself evil horror
i just rejected the stigma's and the lines and dots

realisation became to powerful to understand
and i sensed a deliberating feeling in my hand
a glowing radiation, a tremendous force in my soul
it gave me peace in my mind and mutual acceptance of the whole
i never did like gender, because i love persons
whether you are religious or from the freemasons

provocative thoughts, mentioned crazy and sick
but so strange, because you have support from the mystic and public
after a while it is quite easy to detect the toxic
it will boost your inclusivity, and not the tragic

you just realize that you have mastered to become  your own boss
your body, your life, you are in charge of your own profit and loss
this wicked sensitive body
contains a non judgemental sexy hotty

to be able to be strange, odd and remarkable
is apparently seen as a heroic act and declared incredible
but it is  possible
to define unstoppable
thinking out-of-the-box, being sceptical
it brings minds together in territories  of musical 

already flavoured by so many colors with vibrant sights
delicious urges leading to my inner lights
i embraced my inner lovers of my discovery
and it feels good to express myself in all diversity
an unique creative thought for the same frequency
it tells nothing more to hide in secrecy

former tensions channeled into reflection
for them to question
maybe it is possession
but the progression
ultimately reveals the real face of your expression